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[ Friday, November 13, 2009 ]
O-Town - All Or Nothing
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it
Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did
Know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Cause you
And I
Could lose it all
If you've got no more room
No room
Inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
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[ Saturday, November 7, 2009 ]
Currently looking for a new blog skin. Want simple white/pastel. Anyone have any or care to make one for me? :)
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It's funny how when you listen to a certain song, and actually pay attention to the lyrics, it seems to describe your life as it is at that particular point in time. They jump out at you from the depths of the song. And then suddenly every song is somehow about you. Whether its the verse, the chorus, the bridge, you can always find something that relates to you. Or it might just be a case of selective hearing.
Currently listening to Truly Madly Deeply by Cascada (original by Savage Garden)
So what are you listening to? :)
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[ Monday, November 2, 2009 ]
What does this mean?
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This is killing me. I can't concentrate. I can't do anything with something hanging over my head.
Sleep.
Sleep is the only time I truly stop thinking.
You won't accept it. You say it's not me. As if. But I'll believe it if you want me to.
Issues? Everyone has them. Are you sorting them out? Are you not? If not, where does that leave me?
Us?
You don't need me. You have loads to keep you occupied right?
You never believe the things I say. I know I don't say much. But the little things I do say sometimes. Casually brushed aside.
Maybe its because of your own preconceptions.
Maybe you don't want to believe it.
Maybe you think its impossible.
Whatever.
It's not fair. What's that few minutes compared to the few hours I spent waiting.
Always waiting...
I know that's beside the point now but still...
You're allowed to but when I do it, I'm punished?
What WE are, is always subject to you.
YOU.
You come and go as you please.
Do you not see that?
Sometimes I feel like I don't know what you want. What you expect me to be like.
I let you do what you want. I don't want to hold you back.
Even if I don't like it sometimes, I say nothing.
You take that as me not caring. Not giving a damn.
I'm letting you know now, you're wrong.
WRONG.
If I seem angry here, I apologise. I'm really not.
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[ Sunday, November 1, 2009 ]
Almost Here
by Delta Goodrem (feat. Brian McFadden)
Did I hear you right?
'cause I thought you said,
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
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[ Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ]
my head feels like it's about to explode
i'm going to bed now
'nights
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[ Saturday, October 24, 2009 ]
There was another event held recently in IH - Music Night 2009! This is the night where musically-retarded people like yours truly wished they played an instrument of some sort. There was singing, dancing, puppeteering (think Hogwarts puppet pals - IH style) and loads more. Kat Lab did a great job coordinating the whole night with help from an awesome committee ;)
Heng Lin, our beloved IH Mozart was involved in 5 acts. He played the violin to Radiohead's Just. Besides that, there were original compositions by some, a Japanese act (Naoko was so overwhelmed, she cried aww), Hip Hop dance (video's up on facebook), the IH band with an encore performance from Battle of the Bands, the IH tutors singing Man in the Mirror, a jazzy performance and loads more. TWENTY SEVEN acts in total! :D
Lol. And then there was us, Henry, Hanwei, Kristina and myself. We did a Disney medley. We started with an instrumental opening from Pocahontas' Colours of the Wind, followed by Hercules' Go the Distance, leading on to The Little Mermaid's Part of your World, then Mulan's I'll Make A Man Out of You and Aladdin's One Jump Ahead, next was Henry's solo Go the Distance on electric guitar and finally ending in Aladdin's A Whole New World :) Lol. Never gonna sing in public again. But we had fun rehearsing for it. We love Disney! ^^ Anyway, just check out AJ Rafael on Youtube.
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[ Thursday, October 15, 2009 ]
私は何をするか分からない...
何をするか... ...私に教えてください。
私はこの大いに必要とする...
私はそれを失うのが怖い...
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[ Wednesday, October 14, 2009 ]
The weather reflects my mood - dreary. It's been like that the whole day. Just dull with hardly any sun. It rained heavily for a couple of minutes even. Anyway, I have no idea why I'm talking about the weather. Am I that bored/boring? Maybe yes, maybe no. Don't expect anything profound from me. My words are dull, boring and simple :)
So what's new... I'm doing athletics again. Inter-college this time. Same events as always - 100m and 4x100m. Initially I was supposed to do the 200m and someone else, the 100m. But I really wanted to do the 100m and I honestly feel bad for saying this but I was sure I stood a better chance at qualifying for finals than she did. Anyway, we ran against each other to see who would do what and in the end, she said I should do the 100m. Secretly happy but felt bad for having done that? I don't know... Hah I guess I'm not making much sense here am I? I qualified for the finals for both events. The team was really good. I ran second and mucked up while receiving the baton. Ugh. Really rusty. So finals are this Sunday. Not sure what my chances are. Probably same as with MSSD last time - nil.
Oh no am I reverting to my antisocial ways? I hope not though it sure looks like it. Currently being a total hermit in my room. Door, window and blinds shut. Music blasting from my iPod dock thingy. Probably not a good idea considering it's almost midnight. But I like the music. It helps me NOT think. Does that make sense? I think it does. Currently listening to 'Put Your Arms Around Me by Natural'. How ironic. I guess I don't know what to do anymore. No matter how hard I try to keep it from happening, it keeps happening. Don't make things so complicated please. I like things to be simple.
Haha I don't think I should be posting this up but what the heck. I already typed it out. It may seem like an emo post but it's not really. Just my pathetic attempt at putting my muddled mind in seemingly some kind of order. Failed. Read and then laugh it off :)
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